you left me your stardust

I loves YOU!
But you will never know.
Why?
I will never TELL you
thats why.

I'll hide it inside
with inkstained fingers
like a little girl's secret
locked in a diary
behind a false drawer,
and you will never find it
and it never mattered
because you never cared.

But I will giggle and
float around giddy headed.
Distraction is pleasant
a chocolatey taste melting on my tongue.
No no, my love. Don't you get it?
I want nothing to do with you.

In this lonely moment,
I am happy.
Thank you for all you've done.

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Inspired from here.